Confused, Worried, Anxious.
Have I ruined it all, with my curiosity?
They do say, "Curiosity killed the cat, Satisfaction brought it back."
Well, what is the satisfaction in my case? It hasn't made me any happier.
Just made my life more awkward than it already is.
I have never been really smart in that area, but I guess I have known all along.
A thought in the back of my mind that I pushed away.
Wondering, Again. Stopping, thinking, Again.
Not sure, feeling stupid, reckless.
It's all wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong.
This isn't how it's supposed to be.
It's not like the books at all,
then again, true love and happy endings only happen in fairytales.
Thinking, Stopping, Going to bed, Sleeping, Dreaming.
Forgetting.
love this, especially the last line. the only thing that would peeeeerfect it for me if you somehow made it more clear of the divide between that "fairy tale" or "they said' world as apposed to yours. especially at the beginning cause it seems a little choppy. I loved this though, really captivating.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much Bonnie! I'll work on that!!
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